I had the best laugh with my best friend yesterday, combined with the best cry and followed by the best buzz and the best pig out dinner. It's funny how in the face of anxiety, it is sometimes (but usually not) so easy to turn the page and see all the truly worthwhile rewards ahead. I need to get back into my running practice because I need this in my life every day; "I'm struggling to breathe and everything hurts right now, but wait, look over there, is that a life affirming view of a cloud or a mountain or a dolphin, presented in front of me for no other reason than I deserve to partake in something beautiful and magical? And wasn't I just in pain a minute ago? Because it's all better now." Being on the end of that statement sure beats being on the front of it. Two days ago I was ready to close the door on a year's worth of effort to make a positive change for Zoe and me. Anyway, all that matters is we are back on track. Let the moving begin.
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